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understanding the need to get away and feed my escapist tendency
so used to taking myself out of the equation withdrawing even before completely immersing myself
it's been my way and there seems to be no breaking it
i'm learning not to be sorry for the pain i may cause along the way i don't intend for it to happen but if that's why our paths crossed so be it
you speak of pain and despair, i'm sure there's someone else out there to alleviate it..
i just know it won't be me once i'm gone there's no going back it's at these times when we find our strength
use your head to bring back your heart