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Leadership retreat was interesting. It was really hard to be away from Steve, and it became even more so when I heard from him later on in the night and he was so wasted that he didn't know where he was. Much worriedness and crying and I couldn't enjoy my bonding time as much. It was still good though. I made the most of the situation and have made good connections. As far as applying what we've learned, we'll have to see in our success for the rest of the year. We have ROPES training set for everyone on the 7th of November. Should be fun. Hoping to be more organized.. Looking to drop a class as to have only 4 this semester. I shouldn't have taken more than I have because my happiness is suffering. I know I definitely am lacking in the friends and fun department. Steve's my best friend these days and it's all wonderful for our relationship, but it's come to the point that I realize I need to work on my friendship. Time does not permit me fun. I miss the days when I felt free, instead of on a tight schedule. I don't mind routine at all, but I would like to breathe once in a while lol. A lot of things going under the "One Day" list. We have been getting into the home improvement shows and it is satisfying to want many of the same things. I just need more patience as far as getting what I want. He's patient with me. I can be understanding to him, but then again, I can be the least understanding person because of that lack of patience thing hah. All in good time. We've been going out more on dates, and I really appreciate that from him. It's pretty fun. This weekend we went to Longhorn and saw Nights at Rodanthe. I have relieved him from watching chick flicks for the rest of the year because of that. We missed the Farmer's Market because I was out of town, but it's all good, we can do it this Saturday. We love fresh fruits and veggies. I adore it when he gets me my peaches. I just feel bad I forget to eat them. When I have school I simply don't eat and it's so bad for my metabolism. One meal a day and ridiculous snacks is not entirely healthy. I need stress relieving activities. Mobsters is a pathetic excuse for stress relief.