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I am sick and therefore feeling lazy to bother with anything.

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ttd:

concert review
the start + kenna + she wants revenge
totimoshi + burning brides + helmet
operator + fictionplane + drowning pool + skindred + nonpoint + finger eleven + breaking benjamin
the golden dogs + the willowz + electric six

cd review
fictionplane
stereoside
nonpoint
ankla
karnivool
skindred

book review
coma therapy

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i miss the outside world.
last night i was delirious with a fever and couldn't sleep because of nonstop coughing. all of a sudden i remembered the times when i'd miss school for months at a time because of severe asthma attacks that required hospitalization. i miss being able to breathe properly. why did i start smoking this year again?? i think having drank the coke that frankie used as an ashtray was warning enough. this is a complete wake up call. i hate the holidays. it depresses everyone i care about. i'm not depressed myself but i might as well jump into it. once i stop avoiding issues, i know i have some things to be sad about! like having no one to baby me in my pathetic state.. damnit! at least i'm getting by fall without having fallen madly in love with someone..hooray!!