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[elyouc]

this is how i feel
passed over
unloved and utterly hurt
when you lie about what i see
and tell me i am crazy
when all it is that you
can't admit you are lying to my face
and finding yourself caught
i'm tired of this
i'm tired of pushing forth when it's been tumbling down
to nothing
i can't fake it anymore
i'm tired of this lie
simply tired
of us
i've felt so far away in so long
stranger to you
stranger to me
strangled in this